P.s soundtrack from the wedding date! i heart this song

guess who's back!! the looker RO is back!!
but these studies are killing me! i cant meet him!! i am distracted!

I am definately not clearing my first sem! I studied half page in 24hours how cool is that.! Yikes i am sulking! But why! Maybe i have annoying human around me! Yes including parents, my brothers, my cousins and my grandmom. Everyone encroaches my privacy! Then parents giving the emotional crap! Just because i cant exactly spill what i have to or what i want too! Doesnt mean i dont have issues! My parents are understanding according to their wishes! And i hate it. I want to leave everything and have a life just for myself in paris or in london! Call me selfish ! I think nothing in life is yours expect yourself! Sleep is greasing my eyelids! This in true sense is bizzaro crap! Haha! Funny me!

P.s. Saw a lame dumb movie of the century.

Rest later

After playing ps3 for hours now my guilt is voicing me! How hopeless can a human being get! I havent studied a single word today. This is horrible. That small talk with mom totaly wants me to run away to a deserted place and never return. Solitude!! Thats all. Only coco is one without whom these hot and absolutely dry days have some sane-ness around me. I cant sleep with a mind of a restless soul. This is monsterous! I hate it.



Rest later
xoxo

LIFE!! i want i want i want!

Recently i have reading this book called "chariots of god?" just read first few pages its a brilliant book !http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chariots_of_the_Gods%3F .this is all about the mysterious places in the world like the pyramid of Giza, nazca lines in Peru , Stonehenge, the easter islands etc! these are few places which have millions of questions with them! archeology is interesting! i was never a believer of god, so i question if Ramayana happened if Mahabharata happened! Scientists say the ram setu is not man made is the sand formation! but the water archeologists have found the city of dwarka under water! it had traces of life! hypothetically speaking Ramayana took place but where are any "valid" traces! this is a vast topic to be discussed and India people will beat me up if i have to sum my thoughts like this! i would a insane girl to them just like nicolaus Copernicus was insane to people during that time! Dr.D downloaded a documentary containing possible answers to such questions! That video is bloody interesting! The world is a mysterious place with unanswered questions surrounding it! There is possibility of aliens visiting us! because we human have a record of evolving with time . No human had strength to build the pyramids ! okay we can still assume the pyramids being built by we humans, but what about nazca lines?? there is absolutely no answer! maybe the gods were no one but the aliens! we humans then were stupid to worship anything that was different! maybe i sound totally stupid or partially sane . But anyone who has the answers please feed my curiosity!

rest laters!

lame , lazy , foolish me!! i shouldn't have allowed the evil inner me to over power the blogger me! i haven't blogged for a long time! the reason behind blogging initially was keeping a record of things i do, for what?? just for my archives about my life! but the few days are missing and its not a very pleasing thing! i am home for more then a month now! it is absolutely great. i have been cooking like day in and day out! it was fun! i haven't really studied they way i had planned but just kept giving all the notes dirt death stares for hours! i am sure that not studying in any possible way! i have been playing too much ps3 games, like a freak. i got rid of all the heels i had! i got bright colored flip flops, not that i shopped alot but just enough to satisfy my greed! my UK holidays are ruined because of my postponed exams, thats very annoying! i have been missing A alot too! too many heart stopping movies releasing this summer! I can sue the heat for its attempts to kill me! I hate summers! i want spring and winter! i cut my hair in a messy way! i just craved for something different! and now i totally hate it! the layers and the mess i hate! i loved the long hair i had! i want the long locks back! like "RIGHT NOW". I got some really cool toe rings, finger rings and so much more! and just when everything was nearly perfect, no arguments with dad , was having a pleasing family time! the bad evil cousin of happiness was around! and i had a bad argument with both my parents! it was ugly! but parents have the upperhand! i was hearing all crap, sense for them all over again! now i just dont want to talk to them for some days! they must realize the difference in their way of living and mine! I am like Dr.D he's short tempered and talk stand nonsense for long! now what i have 25 or less days for exams with no preparation at all, negative vibes from parents, bad haircut and now no holiday alone because of this argument! i wonder whats coming next! i cant wait for RO to come back! its high time! i have been boycotting the sun! because i have become 20shades darker! no i dont think dark is beautiful! this year has to do me good! err.. i have to do myself good! this is a shortened story of whats happening around me these days!!

P.s. i shopped for coco! she is turning 2 on 1st may!! yay!

rest later

xoxo

this guy is soo talented!! i mean i like "THIS" talent! ;p

yay!! i am finally going to learning how to drive! finally!! i guess i should ask for a black limo now!!

i am sucker for speed and black color!! my greed! =P

Prayers are finally answered!

exams postponed! I "WILL" have to utilize the extra time i am lucky enough to get!! = D

OUT of mind and out of sight! =P
really having internal crisis, YET again! will write soon!

rest later
xoxo