Again a looong interval between 2 posts!! My blog has all rights to think im really selfish!  Ive turned from a loyal blogger to lazy blogger!!  Dr.dadu is married and R is the best thing happened to the entire family in 2011.. I have successfully come past the fear of new woman in the house.. We share a bond which was needed, needed to help me to know theres no harm sharing & the more the merrier! I adore her! Totally!! This post because im feeling sick! Not ill just sick! Something's in my heart n head n stomach a turmoil which i cant figure out! Maybe leaving it that way is best for NOW!  K is turning 21 in a months time! Il be with her on her 21st regardless of anything that happens! I miss A we've finally stopped talking! I regret the one year of not valuing her! As they say you never know whats good unless its gone n found something else or in this story someone else!! The vacuum of E and A and my friendship might be there, n there for a .. Maybe its best i dont give answers to questions which are time based!! Im not happy, i dont like the fact im turning 21 this year! That means more of societys non sense! N less of the dramatic cheerfull me! Talking to AP ive realised we never grow up, we just learn to act properly in public! Im not liking alot of things around me! Like alot of them! But with age im learning to be tolerant!  All i really want is to be powerful woman and have everything and anything! This is no GG script! But yes! There's something i havent figured out about life! Sounds like one of the psychedelic crap, but someone telling you that "im bored of talking to you" or "you're really boring" can hit me like a hailstone and get me thinking. I'm sorry but i never have, or will doubt myself! Nothing can take my glow away not age not people who loathe me or any one on the face of earth! Yes i adore myself! The most not to forget!  I shouldnt be blogging when exams are only fortnight away .. But i had to spill this somewhere! N my blogg is my space! No one has the right to complain about it! Its my effing space! This whole month sucks! Even the next month will till i dont go n meet K And and and! Pikachu my true niggguh! My buddy , my morale ! We have patched up! If any saddist minx thought she could take my niggguh away! Sorry to slam the door of my luck on the face of your delusion! We are still besties like a knot! I have learnt that i need SOS in dealing with my jealousy, insecurity n impatience ! But again what have i mentioned about being about to morph myself into the mould of others want ?!?  I will have a breakdown soon! When? I dunno but i will! Soon! Considering the current life plot!  Written a bit too much eh? I guess my hormones are going coo coo with exams , fights , anxiety and all most all emotions invented by us evil humans!  "I'm not anyone, I'm me, not a swing by but a destination"  Rest later! Xoxo  am an ECHO... Whatever I get, I give it Back.... I am a MIRROR.. Whatever I see, I show it Back... -- from redefining abstractions blog <3

From "pinksky" to "chronicles of a drama queen" and now "Black white and pink" . The change in blog names definitely shows my unstable state of mind or rather my "growing out of teen" phase, but as long as anyone who claims to know me, shall know that I'm never certain! I can sometimes be the most predictable person, but then who am I kidding? I can never understand myself and my very own tedious wants/needs. Back to the new title, "black white and pink" might be very uncanny but entirely justifies my current state. There have been a lot of changes since the last time I blogged! 2 semesters down 2 results out and other than anybody else I've made myself proud. Since then it has been adding to my vanity. I've been close to everybody! Closer than ever! Making bonds that will never break even stronger.! Hate is really strong word but I really really really don't like most of the people. I've activated facebook since its the most "in" thing and when asked are you on facebook answering "NO" is like making yourself look like , umm someone from "uncool-land". And if you want to exist you have to be on at least more than one social networking platform! And then sudden urge of being all by yourself which lead to a 12days vacation to down south east. The visa, the hotel booking , the flight tickets all done on my own. To some it might seem a so-what- anyone -can - do-that thing, but for me I had never done anything of this sort. I was touring countries without a guide or a map! Just random oh-like-it-lets-do-it types. I can't say if I learnt a lot or no but learnt the utmost importance of money management! Without someone having someone to hold me back, like my mother I can spend everything in a stance without thinking I might be broke for life! The constant need to have something new ruins my wallet! My results have been decent enough to make people who confide in me smile. Having people say "I know you'll do well" constantly when you lack faith in yourself is so adorable. The 360 degree change is Dr.Dadu's wedding announced! It was like a nightmare come true, a new woman , sharing everything with someone after having it all to yourself for 19yrs can be quite of a task, I dealt with that pretty well because the 3rd woman is more than adorable. my jealousy issues have subsided was difficult to digest the entire thing, but I'm glad it sank right into me without any disruptions. She is more like a friend, we don't have the formal social norms, the nightmare soon turned into a beautiful dream! I've gotten really close to her in a short span. Not only her but even a cousin who I spent most of my summer break with. So technically I have the best of both worlds elder brothers and a elder sister.! ;) . And the most amazing thing about last year was P. She was here last winter, the 3days with her were completely beyond any description. The new years, the vineyards the shopping! No one can do it like we do! =D. And HOW did I not mention my most crucial change--- I'm now a full time intern at a law firm! Its just such such a whole new world! And I've now understood the value of weekend! When you're at the desk for 5days a week I feel like yelling TGIF when its weekend! Okay okay I'm exaggerating the situation but its fun, the working hours, the lunch time , the formal relations and to top it all knowing you're important to someone as they relying on you for some work! It makes me want to give a speech! I'm out in the open! Out of my comfort zone. But what the hell, its all exciting! 1 post is not enough for me to write about myself! You know I can go on and on about how awesome I'm ! =P
Ps : we are awesome because we have awesome people around us who make it that way! =D
Xoxo
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With the frequency of be inactive , I must be looking like a total lunatic!!

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Oh oh oh oh oh oh omg!!

Exams in 2days.. Just done with 30%. I'm liable to being punished under article 258(2) of my familys constitution for violating the rule of exams!!! Yes.. I've become insane! I'm crashing.. Bitch ME! :@
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The problem with fairytales is that they set a girl up for disappointment. In real life the prince goes off with the wrong princess. Or the spell wears off and two lovers realize, they're better of as whatever they are. But I'll confess, every once in a while a girl craves her fairytale ending. ..

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My newsest clumsy rocking chair..! I love it.. Right now eating the last choclate of this year.. =(
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The trip to temple hill was as fun..a lot of fun.. I loved the rainy evening.. As much as I could enjoy it I did.. With spicy hot corn and the breeze.. It was serene..

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