From "pinksky" to "chronicles of a drama queen" and now "Black white and pink" . The change in blog names definitely shows my unstable state of mind or rather my "growing out of teen" phase, but as long as anyone who claims to know me, shall know that I'm never certain! I can sometimes be the most predictable person, but then who am I kidding? I can never understand myself and my very own tedious wants/needs. Back to the new title, "black white and pink" might be very uncanny but entirely justifies my current state. There have been a lot of changes since the last time I blogged! 2 semesters down 2 results out and other than anybody else I've made myself proud. Since then it has been adding to my vanity. I've been close to everybody! Closer than ever! Making bonds that will never break even stronger.! Hate is really strong word but I really really really don't like most of the people. I've activated facebook since its the most "in" thing and when asked are you on facebook answering "NO" is like making yourself look like , umm someone from "uncool-land". And if you want to exist you have to be on at least more than one social networking platform! And then sudden urge of being all by yourself which lead to a 12days vacation to down south east. The visa, the hotel booking , the flight tickets all done on my own. To some it might seem a so-what- anyone -can - do-that thing, but for me I had never done anything of this sort. I was touring countries without a guide or a map! Just random oh-like-it-lets-do-it types. I can't say if I learnt a lot or no but learnt the utmost importance of money management! Without someone having someone to hold me back, like my mother I can spend everything in a stance without thinking I might be broke for life! The constant need to have something new ruins my wallet! My results have been decent enough to make people who confide in me smile. Having people say "I know you'll do well" constantly when you lack faith in yourself is so adorable. The 360 degree change is Dr.Dadu's wedding announced! It was like a nightmare come true, a new woman , sharing everything with someone after having it all to yourself for 19yrs can be quite of a task, I dealt with that pretty well because the 3rd woman is more than adorable. my jealousy issues have subsided was difficult to digest the entire thing, but I'm glad it sank right into me without any disruptions. She is more like a friend, we don't have the formal social norms, the nightmare soon turned into a beautiful dream! I've gotten really close to her in a short span. Not only her but even a cousin who I spent most of my summer break with. So technically I have the best of both worlds elder brothers and a elder sister.! ;) . And the most amazing thing about last year was P. She was here last winter, the 3days with her were completely beyond any description. The new years, the vineyards the shopping! No one can do it like we do! =D. And HOW did I not mention my most crucial change--- I'm now a full time intern at a law firm! Its just such such a whole new world! And I've now understood the value of weekend! When you're at the desk for 5days a week I feel like yelling TGIF when its weekend! Okay okay I'm exaggerating the situation but its fun, the working hours, the lunch time , the formal relations and to top it all knowing you're important to someone as they relying on you for some work! It makes me want to give a speech! I'm out in the open! Out of my comfort zone. But what the hell, its all exciting! 1 post is not enough for me to write about myself! You know I can go on and on about how awesome I'm ! =P
Ps : we are awesome because we have awesome people around us who make it that way! =D
Xoxo
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