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Sunday, September 26, 2010
From red to extensions to soft curls to short to fringe to bangs..!! Had enough!! All I want is my natural dark brown hair back..! I will get it before diwali.. I want sheer shine back on my hair..! That's my possession.. I just can cry out frustration.. Change is not what I like not with hair.. Like car is to men hair is to women..!!
Rest later
Xoxo
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Rest later
Xoxo
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
Friday, September 24, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Friday, July 2, 2010
weddings??? keep it? throw it?
I'm what ? um say nearly going to be 19 and weddings bells are FAR AWAY! like 6-7 years down the line! so what excites me to start planning it now? do i want it too perfect or something? NO, i want the way i want it! its a whole new different experience. I mean leaving you room and bathroom and just adjusting it with someone else you might know/might not know! i cant share my room with a man! they totally will ruin the remains of my room! and honestly i dont believe marriage is holy ceremony where two familes be one or the lady and man unite as one soul. Its just the need of society and human brains! things hardly change for a guy compared to a girls! from her surname to her bedroom to her parents! i mean when i have my own parents WHY would i call someone else's parents mom and dad! i cant do that! and maybe you enjoy the few post wedding days but what later! i know i am not suppose to think of weddings right now! its all my career but YET, and i m suppose to be the last one in my entire family to be married! but after attending like 4 weddings this week, this is what happens! when you have lived one name for 25years of your life, its your identity! and then after marriage you either change your surname and if you're lucky to have cooler in law's you might keep the post marriage surname as well with your maternal surname! every man wants a hot fun and wild gf but when it comes to weddings every guy wants a take away home material! well as they say men and thier double standards!
But what if a guy gets married to a wrong women! his life comes at stake, the women becomes a home breaker! what a nightmare is it then ! guys are always the compressed matter between spouse and mother! poor soul =P . If i ever have a wrong lady in my house i will make sure see to it that she regrets being the way she is! i love my family the most! anyone who tries to cause dumb problems will first face me! LOL .. omg how high can i be on betadin and savalon..
Ps : i was accused of being vella (jobless and free) because i blog! but never knew i might be paid for living with this blog!
rest later!
ever heard of ruining your own mental peace to kill boredom? ask me! i want the college to start really soon! oh no its not the college wait, i think i just want to meet some people with fresh view on everything! everybody around me is sooo stereotyped and clichéd! =P
ps i have so many problems with a society! i wont be surprised if someone ends calling me a sadist! but again did i ever care enough??? LOL
rest later
xoxo
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
uh..umm... i have issues, yes i have huge issues with people that make up the society. 'A' was right "society has evolved in a wrong way where boys never turn into men , and girls keeping looking around. chappri Indians are even worse" maybe he himself was fake! but what he said has finally come to life now. i m finally off facebook, i can hear my heart yelling a "thank you, for saving me from the daily torture". I have nearly 400friends on facebook i hardly talk to only 5 on an average daily basis. most of them are males, few from college few from school and few just friends of friends. school people i realize it was good till it lasted thinking about it now it sucks, people from college nice on face, diplomatic and want to be right there on the top i dont know i have had this weird habit to portray myself like a blonde bimbo who loves to shop and loves pink but since school when i passed with unexpected marks or even high school, losers had it right in their face! i hate bragging about how big a scholar i m. I dont crack smart jokes or even read news papers, i suck at current affairs and world news! if that makes me OH-SO-DUMB, great i m dumb. I'm not a peoples person! i cant bitch behind back, act as if it was need of time to be with them. NO i m not that! i suck with music thats what i have been hearing! okay? so what now? i should listen to music according to people just to satisfy the cooler crowd around me? like was i prescribed a life? with do's and dont's? NO i wasn't. the reason i deactivated facebook is, it is becoming the reason for my hatred towards most of the people, moreover people get easy access to you! i hate the fact that any jerk can just know whats up with your life. I'm born in a place where every breathing soul thinks they were born with a tag of being cool. jeez i mean smoking, drinking or smoking up is cool, failing for more then once is also cool. having cars is cool, having i phone and blackberry is uber cool. having a group of people and posting pictures of every god damn thing isn't it like abusing the technology? and wanna attempts to snatch more attention . first constantly bitch about the other person and on facebook "oh my i love you" and other nonsense! being in the same fucking city having cell phones they write on walls? hmmm what next? people who dont bother talking to you like your updates, if you really like tell me not facebook. and then end number of groups? i can go on and on about this whole shitt! leaving few people i can count on fingers have a notice me invisible tag.none the less facebook is a platform for gossiping umm no its like a race to be the cool gang, the cool person. this is the ugly truth! no matter how many people deny it! and then i m the one people have problem with that i m too hated around , i am too blunt i am too this i am too that! yes i m and i have few people who love me for that! from the movies i watch to what colour i like all is a problem! honestly i m the most easy to get along but with the moment i see fakeness i get weird! i hate it! the people who claim to be liked around and are nice are the real bad people! honestly i m one of the nicest human being possible! I love gossiping but bitching is not my cup of tea! i will blatantly say whatever i have on the face, umm the genuine reason to be hated all around! i might sound pissed but i am not =P . my hand hurts which is why my language twists and turns! people say i talk alot, well yes i do i have this urge to express myself on anything and everything. i love being with myself or with betty! there is soo much peace! even RA from college is a no hassle girl i adore her! SH from lst is darling. but the rest are such jerks! i m too loud in public yes i m i love it! just like how people say "its like having fun". the next thing i am going to do is kill all people who annoy me and cover it up by saying its called having fun!! hahah! i m so funny =P . i love this blog because this is my blog and i can write whatever i want too and about whoever i want! and now everybody who reads this post is going to think this girl is out of her mind! no one will accept it that they live to survive in race! they will be in a denial! but again not like i care! this is my blog ! (i just had this weird idea i am going pass on a chain text msg asking everyone to read this , as a reason to leave facebook..people who care enough will read if not it still makes no difference). I am going to have to stop playing a match maker because when things are fixed you dont exsist! this is not me this is my experience talking. blogging is soo far the best thing happened to me! betty cares enough to check my posts everyday ! oh btw not that i wasnt trying to be in the race! yes i was but now im off it! =D not that i am parfait! =P yes i was trying hard too ! but fuck it!!! hard work was never for me!
ps this is me... right in your faces! =D
rest later
xoxo
Saturday, June 26, 2010
i am just too fabulus!! god new desi clothes new rings and new nail enamel all's too hot!! either my mom is blessed with a amazing daughter like me or i m too lucky to have her as my mom! not to forget i new rainy footwear and bags and watches!! too much for the days! moreover S also got me stuff ... nice to see how just few people love you more then the million people!! i remember till yestarday i was pissed with the world! and here i go falling in love with myself!! self obsession is an art i mastered! and yes i still terribly miss dr.D.. my younger maternal cousins got the old zamane ka video game and yay i ll be playing mario and tank and contra! i miss cartoon network the powerfuff girls and popye episodes i download will get over in a day or two..! now i want captain planet and then adams family and even scooby do.. okay this is a incomplete post! =P i will write things in the latter one!
till then
xoxo
p.s main apni favorite hu!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Why?? i am too complicated! too materialized.. too loud..too snobbish..very choosy..very pricey.. but whatever i m i enjoy being myself! if i have to alone to be myself i'd rather do that! people are so fake so pretentious! i cant trust on anybody else accept betty and K. i am suffering from bad hair days! i loved my hair the most! and i seem to be loosing on it! I'm trying to show i m all fine. but DAMN i miss Dr.D.. the house is so dull! i have decided to make my 19th year the most amazing year of my life! social networking sucks! it does! but love it hate it you cant ignore it! right more then anything in life what i want to steadiness in everything from studies to internship, from friends to family from shopping to dieting! everything! i've gone dark like 5 shades! I've lately been in a cross with myself! lately AB has been upset with her relationships and she wants to be hooked up really badly! shes in a situation where she doesn't know what to do! whether to eat or to keep! but each ones to his own! i m helping her . BUT who will help me?? betty is miles away! i know what i want! im just too fussy! i had thought i m going to act real frugal and save it up all for my shopping year end! seems like god forgot to add "savings" to my memory! my bank balance is ZERO! yes it is! i feel like a lunatic i buy stuff i loose it and then i again buy it! now i all i want to do is invest in a nice watch and a nice bag! they are like the essentials of living! i m gonna get rid of my layered hair ! i will let it grow in one length!. RO is dating bulldog! like jeez! why??? everyone around me is with wrong respective ones! but when you say it on face! it hurts their balls ! and then some where with time they come up with "i know you were right" i have become like the Yoda of judging people in one go! one thing i hate about myself is, i get obsessed too soon ! with anything and everything absolutely. but i fun with AB after a long time! eye of the tornado seems to finally fading off! but i hope she never has a way back to her BASTURD chutil ex! she is a dirt magnet! i hope things go fine in wonderland now! jeez!! i have become soo dull!! all i post is what i do which is boring! i want fun ! more fun!
Friday, June 18, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I swear i wont cut my hair ever in my life! this month i will trim then for the last time! too much change can ruin things!.. grrrr! i hate myself to acting over smart act trying out new looks! no more of it! pain and simple long straight hair! no matter how out of fashion it is! i want my long hair back! =(
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
imported from betty's blog i loved this! He was too good to me
How can I get along now?
So close he stood to me
ev'rything seems all wrong now.
He would have brought me the sun.
Making me smile that was his fun.
- Lorenz HartWhen I was mean to him,
he'd never say “Go 'way now!”
I was a queen to him
who's going to make me gay now?
It's only natural I'm blue.
He was too good to be true.
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