Why?? i am too complicated! too materialized.. too loud..too snobbish..very choosy..very pricey.. but whatever i m i enjoy being myself! if i have to alone to be myself i'd rather do that! people are so fake so pretentious! i cant trust on anybody else accept betty and K. i am suffering from bad hair days! i loved my hair the most! and i seem to be loosing on it! I'm trying to show i m all fine. but DAMN i miss Dr.D.. the house is so dull! i have decided to make my 19th year the most amazing year of my life! social networking sucks! it does! but love it hate it you cant ignore it! right more then anything in life what i want to steadiness in everything from studies to internship, from friends to family from shopping to dieting! everything! i've gone dark like 5 shades! I've lately been in a cross with myself! lately AB has been upset with her relationships and she wants to be hooked up really badly! shes in a situation where she doesn't know what to do! whether to eat or to keep! but each ones to his own! i m helping her . BUT who will help me?? betty is miles away! i know what i want! im just too fussy! i had thought i m going to act real frugal and save it up all for my shopping year end! seems like god forgot to add "savings" to my memory! my bank balance is ZERO! yes it is! i feel like a lunatic i buy stuff i loose it and then i again buy it! now i all i want to do is invest in a nice watch and a nice bag! they are like the essentials of living! i m gonna get rid of my layered hair ! i will let it grow in one length!. RO is dating bulldog! like jeez! why??? everyone around me is with wrong respective ones! but when you say it on face! it hurts their balls ! and then some where with time they come up with "i know you were right" i have become like the Yoda of judging people in one go! one thing i hate about myself is, i get obsessed too soon ! with anything and everything absolutely. but i fun with AB after a long time! eye of the tornado seems to finally fading off! but i hope she never has a way back to her BASTURD chutil ex! she is a dirt magnet! i hope things go fine in wonderland now! jeez!! i have become soo dull!! all i post is what i do which is boring! i want fun ! more fun!