What a energising kick start to the day, i woke up to A's dream. After a pleasent sunday i dreamt about A.!!! It is said you dream about things/people that you constantly keep thinking about. =P
So after waking up i couldnt help smiling my way to glory. But i dint know my pasta had left a strong impact on dadus stomach, he asked me to make it again! I was like woah! Last night i made chicken pasta in white alfredo sauce, so i thought lets variate and play with flavours i made a pasta with indian touch! Red and green chillies! It was yummilicious! Today was the "Dday" because all my brothers had their results today, and man they all made it! Dadu got all his matches and will soon eat sleep and breathe money! But hey, wait along with that i heard everyone speaking about him getting married! Where did that come from? Arent we purpose to just spare him that horror now? I wanted to yell and cry and do everything to stop mom from even picking that topic! Thats my nightmare! But i took it easy! And just remembered ignorance is bliss, but not always! But i tried to be off track. Dadu was so freaking happy in fact everyone was! My cooking spree was still on i made the entire dinner again but it was all indian today. But good things never come alone they come along with thier evil cousin, now dadu would be leaving in less then 4 months time again, i hate that i am more comfortable with my brothers then with anyone on earth. I enjoy with them like a transgender lol. More like the best of both worlds- the girl and the guy. Tomorrow is the new year according to our tradition and what i killer way to start a new year. I am so glad this is happening and i am home to vitness this. I am a rich mans sister now! =D
I downloaded movies and finally settled on to watching alice in wonderland , yes again! I loved it all over again.. I got a text from RO that hes here and we could meet, and fuckness i had i great time with him.. And i went through my previous posts and noticed that i dint mention that a met my ex, and yes am glad its over. He is a waste, he tried gettings cheesy and goody good boy with me but dint work.. He actually looked like a dork! I wonder many of people i meet are brain dead, they look good till they dont speak. I wonder what it must be like to have such a lame and dead life. But i need to get rid of my insecurity, it will kill me someday, yes it really will. Sounds perfect "insecure bitch" =P.
I am on the bed cuddled up nicely and just ready to doze off. I have modified the promises i made to A and to myself so just trying to keep up with it :)

P.s. I am/was still smiling thinking about the dream and A!!! :*


rest later
xoxo