Confessions of travel bag

23rd morning was my flight to DELHI.i was flying alone for the first time, wait, infant travelling alone for the first time! i arrived @ the IGI airport Delhi!! i stepped out of the airport and FUCKNESS it was grilling hot! i couldn't take it! but i reached the hotel and just rushed for a shower! the cold water droplets for the shower felt like the rain in the amazon forests! relaxing and coooling! i had annoying college mates! few loud, some wanna be's some nerds and some dopers ! it was a interesting group of jerks to be honest! I went to ISIL and attended the first day of the seminar, and it was decent enough! but as i realised the day is passing, i realised my the soul aim of coming to Delhi; that is getting some fun and action was dispersing ! so i left the seminar after lunch! and went shopping! it was ALRIGHT! the next few consecutive days were DULL AND BORING! or even worse if i had to be pricise! i had met alot of people by now! and me being me i already judged people! and it turned out to be soo true. people in there are rude and cold! food wasn't great! guys were hot but dumb ! very few guys were smart as well as good looking! girls have a typical "notice me plea" in their behavior. They think somking, smoking up and drinking and wearing clothes that show your lingerie is soo cool that even Antarctica is insecure! C'mon! like seriously its all in the head! but maybe people there have so because of they think they live in the direct capital on the country! travelling the metros and eating at thella's and street shopping IS SO NOT COOL! They made me feel weird infact like an alien! I missed mom dad brothers cousins coco aunts uncles and ALL THE ATTENTION like i missed a heartbeat! they made me realize the value of everything from the messed up highly infective pink room to my most useless and freakish friends!! and then few days before i was to leave that city i meet few people who were my age, doing law and yes i thought they were kinda my types! it turned out to be soo wrong! Those guys are so regular with smoking up! I've been brought up with alot of values they are nailed into me! so much that when i cross that thin line! i die more 10000 times! but i dont think its the culture. I dont justify my wrong doings but i never over do them! I met this quite interesting guy "V" who dint catch my eye in the first meeting but later on there was something about him, dont know exactly what!! i dont exactly know was that the real him or just the part of him! 4days time is too less to judge somebody! but then shitt happened AND then i realized ONS are not my cup of tea! infact the whole hippy life is not for me! i am somewhere in between i mean i am not the one with the normal lifestyle nor am i the one with extra efforts to try to fit in the crowd! i love myself to such an extent that i want a imperfect love story with the most imperfect guy! makes no sense but thats just me! I'm not pragmatic but i dont even live in the dreamland! if i had to some up the whole trip it would be discovering a side of me which i dint know existed!