Absurd-ity

Okay, Almost after a week or more! But have been so caught up lately! Not the busy types but just like dint want to blog! recently a lot of jazz has been happening! This year i am trying to be better myself! in every aspect of life so thought what better then first start attending college and lectures( after all its not THAT bad). Some how i am always attracted to life of the ultra-rich and famous people!( who isn't) i keep wondering how must it be being a SRK,BACHAN,AMBANI, they work hard no doubt but life is soo much more easy! they wont have to keep waiting to buy something, they have everything and anything that pleases them! unlike me i always have conditions put up for getting something (even if and the end they are forgotten about) I know i have the worlds best family. But i heard this on TV today that anyone who would say he/she doesn't want to be famous is lying! So,yes i want to be! i have started being very ambitious these days! not a bad thing but i am not working towards it! my cousin has forced me into interning, it feels good to know that ill be working! but the feeling of working UNDER somebody gives me nightmares! No wonder maa always kept saying learn to adjust! lately i have been facing a lot of EX problem! i think its high time i keep that shitt out of my life. I am falling in love with SALSA its amazing, i truly enjoy it. I am still home sick but now i am learning to adjust! i am tired of comparison around me! i don't know why things/people/places are compared! Tojo has always been my saviour his small texts make me smile even when i am at my breaking point! He never gets angry at me!! :D
My college has no "COLLEGE LIFE" as such but is pretty decent, i have a lot friends there, they are fun to be with! Betty was in India but dint actually spend a lot of time with her! but that's fine there is always a next time! my friendship is way beyond spending time and stuff its about understanding! I am trying to work on my shopping disorder. Trying to save money (for what ?? i don't know) I met anand after 5 years! it was decent fun, but again hes acting like a total JERK! and i hate his behaviour these days! hes been put on hold for sometime. I got myself new a cell phone and i love listening to radio a lot! its fun!! life is at the correct pace right now!! i am slowly but steadily starting to like the life the way it is rather then just nagging and cribbing about it!! but i love my bff's for always being there! :)