Why soo much FUSS!

Yeah okay the year is coming to an end, FINE but why too make a FUSS out of it?? i mean is the new year going to change that happened yesterday or in past?? no, right?. I think new year's eve is along with your birthday when YOU turn a year older and turn either smarter/dumber, either which ways. Everyone has status updates on FB about wishing people and forwarding texts and partying all night long! but like c'mon you do that every other weekend? I did nothing absolutely nothing last night. Went to aunts place had fish and chicken, watched tamil movie dubbed in hindi and slept. Yesterday was quite a normal day. Apart from what i dreamt! I usually dream about random people at known places but yesterday *EDWARD* i mean why in the world did i dream about him! i was blushing even i my sleep!(that's what i think). but yet it was weird and it was a pretty romantic dream! I think that made my sleep worthwhile :). I my 18years of life i never made resolutions! never!! i don't the reason but i just dint!! i think its quite trend but i don't follow it. Today is the first day of the first month! i like today's date {1-1-10 } . Today i feel like becoming a author LOL i again don't know why! just got the instinct. The one who wished me the best was COCO. Her love is soo unconditional! i wish she was human but then again its good she's not human beings are nasty and mean! even me! :P. Out of many things i learnt this year one is that BREAKUPS ARE LIKE WAXING, HOLD ON TO IT ,SNAP IT (hurts a bit) and THEN ITS BACK TO NORMAL!. Ever since i was a kid i dreamt of doing law but now past few days i want to take up something else! maybe its go to do with holidays but i love law as a profession. Right now what's exactly making me happy is my glittery-shiny-pink nail enamel. some how nail paints make me happy! :D. Coco has the worlds most expressive eyes! you cant help staring at her eyes they speak soo much.. Have you guys realised when we are in love we use dumb metaphor's! I find it funny comparing people to non-living things!!..this year i want to live life on/off the edge, i want to do new madness just like right now i don't even know whats on my mind!. I am STRUCKED by the song KURBAAN from movie kurbaan that song makes soo much sense! Bumblee said WHY HAVE TURNED INTO SUCH A SNOB!! and i have no answer to it! to put it better i don't feel the need to answer it.. Somehow i think i open myself alot to people. Now i am going to play the hide n seek game! (consider it a part of new madness) LOL.. GOSHH there is so much on mind right now! but i am too bored to write maybe because i don't know what to do.. umm i can put it as SOO MUCH TO DO SO LESS TIME!! I am tired of being nice to people! Now ill exactly do what pleases me. I feel like running away to Tibet or laddakh just for fun. If you anyone has noticed i can speak endlessly just about me! :P
rest later
XOXO