I am back! no just had to POUR out that i am missing A way too much! I am trying to abide by what he said that this isn't "LOVE" but i need to set my self free and maybe i will discover something better then him or ill lowe somebody else! i swear on A i am trying to do that! i don't know if that will happen but i am trying, trying very hard!

all i can say is I miss A. But i shopped alot today! it was decent fun but few things are always better unsaid! this whole post is SOO STUPID! its just fine! i am stuck to some really amazing ROCK songs! thanks to A i am trying to like them! they make me feel HIGH! :)