REALITY CHECK!!

dena---------------no--------dena------nai-----------dena----------------nahi! please dena-------------nahi no nai no (fuck off)!
00:51 am (my last call)
okay my reality!!! guys have this amazing power to prove thier side so RIGHT, that you fall straight away on your face! when you realise that this is it!! there is a turning back in life and then you realise oh shiitt not again! even this isn't it!!! right now my mind is divided into so many areas that its hard for me to figure out which one is over powering the other areas! i haven't even been online alot since i am home, neither am i facebooking! nor blogging! but i need to talk to betty! i am terribly missing Mr.A
i have sooo many questions but no one can answer them! right now all i want is coffee and a nice place to sooth my mind! i got this EXACT SAME FEELING when i realised school was over! like i want to pen/blog it down but i just cant the find the words or maybe people would find it too lame! just like they found my ATTACHMENT with my school so lame! i know ill get "OH-C'MON-GET-OVER-IT" reactions!! but that's fine i always do what i want to even if after that i will regret it, ill blame myself not anyone else!