the train journey was so phucking boring because the train was over flowing with people, someone couldnt even fart comfortably. I cant travel via bus and cars but the worst part is i cant even travel by 1st class AC because i am nasuatic to a closed place with AC and in motion! and that is a pain!. but what kept me smiling was i was speaking about A all to K and blushing the people around me dint make difference till someone dint crib to move from one place to another! the train had haulted at a station for one hour! that made my mood disgusting but again talking to A and then talking about him made it alright! Dadu and harshu were at the station waiting for me! i just wanted to go home and see my parents and even more see thier reaction towards tattoo i had made on my chest.i went home and coco was licking me all over! it FELT HEAVEN! and then mom told me no one had dinner all were waiting for me no wonder it is different to be home after a long time! and the usuall dinner with mom dad and brothers and the small discussions which i never like to be a part of! i had missed them so long. then the normal madness of yellling in house for the smallest reasons and speaking from one room to the room of the house and doin WHAAT????. usually when i am home i DONT AT ALL MISS other people or any place! but i was missing A. parents DID REACT!! they had to yell and crib but i know them to well to do something more then this and then test thier patience! so my wildness has stopped here for a while a though! it was half past 12 and i called up A. i had to tell him what happened but it was all fine because his words and stupid gestures make it all so fine! we ended up speaking till 7 in the morning! i realised i just had two days left of the most wonderfull days. i wanted to freezzee the damn time i wish i never let the days pass by!! but as said all good things come to an end! but i realised this wasnt obsession! it cant be obsession. then sleeping on YOUR bed with your bestest brother fighting in sleep was like sleeping on bed of roses!! sleeping to end of one the most beautiful nights! i had A on my mind running and raping my mental state! i wanted to sing untouched by veronicas to him so bad the moment we had to hang up..