TELL ME WHY!?!?!?!?!

Okay i was in the class attending legal language lecture and the teacher was impressed with me, but my cell vibrates *new text* the text said check your mail. I JUST LEFT THE CLASS! i walked out! and then just wanted to read the mail but my bad luck i couldn't fine a Internet cafe near by! it was the most awaited mail! and then i finally read it.. SWEET AS IT COULD BE but yet! i just wanted that thing happening! i have never faced "WAIT" as a option! okay i know life is compromise but i did my part of waiting. Now i cant! just cant! WHAT LAME LOOSER LOVERS LINE! if you really love me you will wait and if you don't then you don't love me! damn it i ain't gonna prove anything to anyone! but what kept me calm was poking of Dr.A's text messages, that guy is so funny i mean he just cracks me up! even my college library helps me calm down! its a nice place i did actually study!! its way better then understanding these unsatisfied humans! i met this chic at my salsa class she said i was confused! as to why ??? just because after law i want to do fashion designing?? WTF why cant people GROW up and believe in multi tasking! Even if i am confused that's not her concern! my life will be how i lead it and ill be the one to blame if its screwed! Is it that all my life PEOPLE will tell me things about me??!! DUH NO. i love coffee! i am becoming coff-ohlic! i tried to find peace in coffee shops when i am home sick its working! like EUREKA :D

I have noticed this that when things are not in places i always end up doing something that i always wanted to do but i dint due to fear or something or someone! like it makes me stronger! i went to a tattoo artist! and YES i am getting a tattoo done! without my mom having knowledge of it! she is too sceptical! and my dad will go bonkers but yet i want to do it! its not something fancy, wait its the most amazing thing in the universe, my NAME with a tiara! on my chest! i don't care what reactions i get but ill get it done! and the shady songs phase still continues, in fact it got worse! i am falling in love with book stores! i realised i can shop for anything and everything and everywhere!! what a maniac i am! :P